Only blood

I never wanted a boy or a girl. I just wanted the first to be the same as the second, and my wish was granted.

Tomorrow I shall embrace my wish come true. 

I have been away from the salt of the earth, that is my blood, far too long. 

My self exile has lasted long enough. My masochistic need for solitude has reached its zenith. 

Tomorrow I embrace my bundle of joy. The one I promised myself long ago at the Key West aquarium never to forget, his smell, his dark hair, his warmth against mine.

I took a moment in time and with the sharpest object scratched that moment into my heart. 

May I forget all and give only importance to the embrace only blood can bring.......